Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Not a whole lot of crafting :(

I haven't been able to do any crafty things lately, due to a severe twitch in my right eye. Taken by itself, this twitch wouldn't be such a big deal, but coupled with the severe exhaustion I've been experiencing lately, it leads me to believe I'm having what is referred to as an 'exacerbation' or a flare up of my MS. I'm praying fervently that I don't get the eye pain that lets me know I've got an attack of optic neuritis. I've lost enough vision in that eye, thank you very much.

I also think I'm sort of down because my 40th birthday is rapidly approaching. I'm not 'depressed' but am taking this time to take stock of my life, where I am, where I want to be. I also think I'd be in a much better space if my mother were still alive. It really still hurts that she's gone, and the days that I forget, and pick up the phone to call and tell her something--well those still feel like a knife ripping at me.

Anyways... I'm praying this eye twitch goes away and SOON. I've nearly lost patience with the whole deal!!

Hope you all are having a great day!

1 comment:

  1. Well I sure hope that twitch gets on the road and leaves you alone!

    I think we never get over losing our Mom. Just goes with the territory of being alive. But they say life begins at 40 and remember, you get to have cake on your birthday!

    Sending a big virtual hug your way.