Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Not a whole lot of crafting :(

I haven't been able to do any crafty things lately, due to a severe twitch in my right eye. Taken by itself, this twitch wouldn't be such a big deal, but coupled with the severe exhaustion I've been experiencing lately, it leads me to believe I'm having what is referred to as an 'exacerbation' or a flare up of my MS. I'm praying fervently that I don't get the eye pain that lets me know I've got an attack of optic neuritis. I've lost enough vision in that eye, thank you very much.

I also think I'm sort of down because my 40th birthday is rapidly approaching. I'm not 'depressed' but am taking this time to take stock of my life, where I am, where I want to be. I also think I'd be in a much better space if my mother were still alive. It really still hurts that she's gone, and the days that I forget, and pick up the phone to call and tell her something--well those still feel like a knife ripping at me.

Anyways... I'm praying this eye twitch goes away and SOON. I've nearly lost patience with the whole deal!!

Hope you all are having a great day!